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WHITE RUBBER MASK WHITE RUBBER MASK
I hold up this face. It looks out of
two eyes, with a wide open mouth
Now it brings to mind the Hopi
diminished after thirteen centuries
In one of their innumerable mystic rites
all the Hopi opened wide their mouths
to shout--but no sound came
I'm waking from sleep
Why is it so dark
in that wide open mouth? In that
screaming silent mouth I see always
death chasing death. I see death
crushing underfoot the teeth of creatures
Death never makes a sound. Death
merely appears, like that open mouth
The shout must come from us. Crowds vanish
Will my perplexities be resolved? My
thoughts trip up my feet and
haul me into greater horrors
Am I in a dream or on New Mexican mesa
I see the white rubber mask
human cries transmuted to "energy"
Matter still exists. It opens its
round mouth wide. Generation after
generation does battle and sinks
slowly out of sight invoking gods and spirits
Death's mouth is forced open
to let such desires and such travail
burst out—tragic, indignant, injured
This is the pueblo where the Indians live
Rivers have dried up. Dust drifts from
here to there. In my sleep
I hold up this white rubber mask
Three black holes confront me
It laughs. The rubber is thick
a hard and springy substance
I know already, before waking
I will wake in terror
XUE DI
trans by Wang Ping and Keith Waldrop
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